Cutting

So when most people cut, they slice their wrists. Why?
Why, if you don't want anyone to see, do you cut your Wrists - one of the most visible and obvious places of the body?
Why not your upper arm, your thigh, or your ankle?
If you don't want people to see it, then why do it where it is most visible?
I myself cut, but I do it in the places I mentioned.
I wish I could say that it doesn't help, that I could stop, but i just can't.
The pain inside is too much, I've come to rely on the physical pain.
Watching my blood spill from the self-inflicted wounds makes me feel better...
Like, "Look, I bleed the same color as them... we're not so different after all."
And the pain... well I call it pain, but actually, it's a relief.
The Relief of having my skin torn open by my own hand wielding my blade...
makes me feel numb where before i felt sorrow, anguish, and agony.
One day... Will i find an outlet that allows me to not cut?
It used to be my Poetry, but that stopped working.
Why is life so cruel to most people?
Many people are cutting these days just to get away from the Pain and Stress of everyday life...
It isn't right.
I know, I know. I sound like a Hypocrite,
and I guess I am...
I just wish I could stop...